I didn’t go home immediately. I drove to the hardware store and bought a new bag of potting soil. I drove back to my duplex and dug into the bare patch near the porch steps. I planted tomato seeds. I watered them with a yellow plastic pitcher. I sat on the grass and watched the dirt turn darker.
The audit took four months to finalize. The Hayes LLC was dissolved. The state recovered the misused funds. The county reassigned the community center contract to a licensed cooperative. My duplex lien was cleared. The money from my late husband’s policy was returned, plus statutory interest. It wasn’t a fortune. It was just what belonged to me.
I paid off my car note. I fixed the porch light. I bought a new mattress. I kept my Kroger schedule until the summer ended, then I transitioned to part-time. I started selling my baked goods at a weekend farmers market under a simple wooden sign. People lined up for the oat milk cupcakes. They didn’t ask who made them. They just bought them.
Brenda moved out of state. I saw the moving truck pass down Route 9 on a Tuesday afternoon. I was inside washing dishes. I turned off the faucet and dried my hands on a towel. I looked out the window at the hydrangea bush, which had already sprouted fresh green shoots. I didn’t feel bitter. I didn’t feel triumphant. I just felt steady.